The New Dianne matters more than Five Thousand Rand
The new Dianne with prosthetic boobs |
Today, together with a friend, I
went out and got myself a pair of tits.
They are rubbery/latex type prosthesis that you stick in a bra. But since my scars are so bad, I cannot just
wear any bra. It has to have soft
smooth sides, no under wires and be more like a soft vest with some bumps in
the right places. I have had a double
mastectomy (nice words for amputating breasts) and have opted not to have
re-constructive surgery. I spend too
much time in hospitals and re-constructive surgery is only putting me more at
risk of infection.
I have
not bothered too much about having no boobs.
Once I accepted the fact that I had no nipples (believe me that I fought
to retain them as I had grown used to them; and I even asked the surgeon if he
could not just fashion a set of nipples from my earlobes. They are also sensitive places on the body
and it kind of made sense except the surgeon dropped his glasses at the
request).
Nobody
speaks to you about having no boobs. It
is a taboo subject and even if I mention it, the subject is changed very
quickly. But I do have a problem with
how I look when I dress. I have tried
wearing the blouses with gathers above the nipple area, but I still look like a
flat chested hippie child (by the way … that’s my new me).
My friend suggested we try a shop called Body Fashions in Port Elizabeth
so off we went and had an amazing experience with the two ladies, Maria and
Isobella. They were so down to earth,
had seen it all and they made the experience one of joy. I walked out with a pair of boobs and a R5000
debt. It was only for a few seconds that
I weighed up the cost (R5g) and the cost of my life and then I thought” Fuck
it!! This is my life and my life is
worth much more than five thousand rand. Sure, I am going to worry about owing that
money but I am sitting here smiling, feeling beautiful, continually touching
these prostheses on my chest that feel like real boobs and thinking that the
R5000 is Monday’s worry. I have no doubt
that I will have the money to pay for these boobs. Miracles happen to me all the time. I proudly
walked into the home and showed off my boobs to Patrick. His only reaction was “R5000? It did not matter to me that you had no boobs”. Well, it mattered to me and this is the new
Dianne. I also matter.
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An Thái Sơn chia sẻ trẻ sơ sinh nằm nôi điện có tốt không hay võng điện có tốt không và giải đáp cục điện đưa võng giá bao nhiêu cũng như mua máy đưa võng ở tphcm địa chỉ ở đâu uy tín.
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